Results tomorrow

Tomorrow is my routine visit with the Oncologist.
I also will get the results of my routine CT scan. I am very nervous of this even though there have been zero problems to make me think that the scan will show anything worse than what I already know. Still, hard to keep positive. I just don't know why.
It is easier being pleasantly surprised rather than let down pretty hard in a situation like this. Having said that, I really pray that things are good and maybe I am just over reacting about a "routine" scan. So far so REALLY good right?

My veins will get another beating tomorrow. I have to put in a request with the Dr. about getting my blood drawn from my port on a regular basis. I might just do that as much as it creeps me out. I just wont look!!!
I do have to say it was so much easier having it done that way. There was one needle and that was it rather than the multiple gouges every week. Hopefully tomorrow will be good though. I am drinking a lot of water and that helps a little.

Chemo is on Friday.
Its been a nice two weeks away from it. I have been feeling pretty good considering.
I was able to get a lot of house work done so that is caught up pretty much entirely.

Ethan is on a sleep over tonight at his grandparents. A huge help since I have to be in Vancouver for 8am...which means I have to leave here at 6am.

I started a Mommy and Me music/dance class with Ethan this past Monday.
He loves to dance and so I figured now was a good time to start something like that.
I have been wanting to for a while now, just was not sure as to what one had the best quality.

Off to bed. I have finished as much cleaning as I can manage for one night.
After putting in one more load of laundry I can actually sleep. Not sure how well I will sleep though since my little man is not here. I am not use to him being gone for the night. He and I are usually together almost 24/7.
I always do enjoy a little time to myself to get things done but can't stand being away from him.
I hope tonight is going a lot better for him than last night. He kept waking up and not being able to get back to sleep.
At one point Dave went in there to try to calm him down since I am usually a sucker and will drag him into our bed and cuddle until he falls asleep and either keep him there all night (and then I find Dave on the couch in the morning) or Dave will bring him back to his bed at some point.
Last night Dave takes him out of his crib and asked him to show him what was upsetting him. Ethan then walked out of his room into ours and climbed into our bed. Cute. We had to let him stay for a while after that.

Ethan is always an easy boy. I think that there has been maybe one night where he has fussed all night and had a bad sleep. I am still trying to remember that night, when it was and what it was all about but havent figured it out yet.

I will post the results of the CT scan tomorrow evening.

Ok so off to bed I go. Really.