CT scan results = so far so good!- Part 2

I got the results from the latest scan yesterday.
The cancer has done nothing in the past two months. It has not grown, spread nor has it shrunk. Its dorment.
This is very very good. I am so happy and relieved to know that there is no threat from it. Its behaving.
I was a little sad to hear that it has not shrunk more. However, it is still possible it can I would imagine.

I am not going for chemo this week. My neutrophils were too low. Its taking a little longer to get back to normal after each round of chemo now. That and I was a little sick last week which I am sure did not help any.
I have an extra week off which is nice.

The new plan I believe is that I will have one extra week off between rounds from now on. Instead of 2 weeks, I will have 3. Nice!! One of the things I hoped for.

I am also going to keep going with the chemo. The next step with the cancer would be to stop chemo and keep checking to see what the cancer would do on its own. Its possible that its going to stay dorment for who knows how long. However, my Oncologist feels that the more it gets treated with the chemo, the more it gets kicked while its down. I agree fully. I am wiling to keep going until no matter what I want or think I just can't. As much as my body will take, I'll do it.
It could be another month, couple months year, I just don't know.
I would love for this cancer to just go away and I can get on with life. It is not completely a pie in the sky to hope for that.
Am I going to beat this and win? I don't know but like I keep saying, I sure am going to try.