No more chemo

Well, I received the results from the CT scan. It shows that there are no changes.
It did show that one of the large tumours in my liver had shrunk and the other grew. However, the report says that it could be a ..... technical blip so the technician that read it says that that they believe its the exact same as the last one.
No more metastasis, no evidence of growth in any of the tumours in my spine or pelvis, no fractures. Pretty good news!!!

My creatinine is a little high. Could still be from the contrast from the scan. Or, the Gemcytobene.
Kind of scary so now I have to keep drinking a lot of fluids. That is all I can do to help myself.

No more chemo for now. I will have to keep going for blood work to make sure that the cancer does not start up again.
If it does, its right back to chemo. Either the same that I was on or a new regimen.

So, why then am I not so happy? I am scared. I actually do not like the fact that I have now stopped chemo.
I feel that it was my life line. I am however very VERY greatful to God that He has blessed the treatments and He will still be there to hear my prayers.

It is taking a lot to absorb this.
I have been off of chemo for almost a month now anyways but was looking forward to it again on Friday.

Well, its time to just eat right, exercise and try the turmeric and green tea etc. Maybe that will help maybe not.
I do know though it wont hurt.