Update...I know its been a while

I have not posted in a while.

I think I have taken a mini vacation from myself in a sense.

Its summer, my favourite time of year. The weather is nice and warm, so many things I want to do with my son outdoors.
I have more or less taken a vacation from Dr.'s, blood work and all of that fun stuff.

I figured that if there was anything important, then I would go but until then, I need a break and my veins need a break.

My hair has grown back quite thick and curly. It is getting quite long.
I am still not too comfy with the style and length so I most often wear my wig when going out.

I think that by the fall I will retire it once and for all.

I have become complacent, lost in my world.

This whole cancer issue still lurks at the back of my head no matter what is happening in life.

I am always worried when I feel some type of (what I think at the time is) a lump or odd aches and pains.

I seem to get over it quite quick since what I think is a lingering ache or pain seems to go away before I think its time to call the Dr.

Today, I am a little sore in the sternum so I am getting worried.

Hopefully by tomorrow or the next day that will have resolved itself.
I have been so busy with my son, lifting him up, carrying him around at times. He is not getting any lighter so that could be part of the explanation.

I have been keeping busy with other things as well. Home and garden renos. Socializing, shopping (ooh my favourite, shopping for baby clothes) and just living.

Yes, I can finally say for the first time in over a year, I am back in the land of the living.

I have so much to be thankful for. I have a wonderful husband, a son that is so healthy and such a happy baby, lots of fun and joy.

The rest of my family are wonderful as well. Such huge helps.
It seems that every family member between my side and my husbands side are helping us out and each to his own talent so to speak.

No matter how much time I have left in this life, it wont be enough.

All I know is that for now, I feel good. Never felt better. I have to use my time wisely and effectively and enjoy what I have. I have no idea what waits for me in the future.
I pray that this is the end of the cancer. I sure hope so. I still have that lingering fear of death that I just can't stand to think of.

Anyways, so much living to do for now. :)